I used to be one of those people who claimed to love Jesus. Yeah I went to church but whatever the pastor said went through one ear and out the other. Then everytime I prayed I would always kind of doubt God and be like what why he would he give me this. I didn’t trust him that much. Then I realized that I need to get to know Him to trust him.I knew about God but I did not know him.I got a teen bible on for my birthday and it is the best birthday present I ever got. I found myself through Christ. I still struggle sometimes with stuff. But I am really trying to live by His will not mine.This verse from Romans really sticks out to me  ”Do not be conformed to the standards of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind”. Everytime I get caught up in this world and start going back to my “old ways” God catches me and brings me back to him. Its crazy because I do that too MANY times but still he loves me. I love you God so much like cijlnkcdsjkcnmvujs! All I have to do is TRY He doesn’t want me to be perfect He knows I  can’t be perfect, that’s why Jesus died for me , us our sins.(I was just crying listening to Moving Forward by Israel Houghton) relates so much to my life at this moment..